Gag & Peace, and more..

perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most
forgot how it feels well almost
no one to blame always the same
open my eyes wake up in flames
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me see the light
smashed up my sanity
smashed up my integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do
covered in hope and vaseline
still cannot fix this broken machine
watching the hole it used to be mine
just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline
of the trust i will betray
give it to me i throw it away
after everything i've done i hate myself for what i've become
i tried
i gave up
throw it away

She spreads herself wide open to let the insects in
She leaves a trail of honey to show me where she's been
She has the blood of reptile just underneath her skin
Seeds from a thousand others drip down from within

Oh my beautiful liar
Oh my precious whore
My disease, my infection
I am so impure

Give in

Devils speak of the way in which she'll manifest
Angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress
Need to contaminate, to alleviate this loneliness
I now know the depths I reach are limitless

Oh my beautiful liar
Oh my precious whore
My disease, my infection
I am so impure

Ohh
Ohh

Oh my beautiful liar
Oh my precious whore
My disease, my infection
I am so impure

Oh my beautiful liar
Oh my precious whore
My disease, my infection
I am so impure

Hey God, why are you doing this to me?
Am I not living up to what I'm supposed to be?
Why am I seething with this animosity?
Hey God, I think you owe me a great big apology

[Chorus]
Terrible Lie [x4]

Hey God, I really don't know what you mean.
Seems like salvation comes only in our dreams.
I feel my hatred grow all the more extreme.
Hey God, can this world really be as sad as it seems?

[Chorus]

Don't take it away from me. I need you to hold on to.
Don't tear it away from me. I need someone to hold on to.
Don't take it, don't take it, don't.

Hey God, There's nothing left for me to hide.
I lost my ignorance, security, and pride.
I'm all alone in a world you must despise.
Hey God, I believed your promises, your promises and lie

[Chorus]

You make me throw it all away.
My morals left to decay.
How many you betray?
You've taken everything.
My head is filled with disease.
My skin is begging you, please.
I'm on my hands and knees.
I want so much to believe.